1984
Chapter 1
‘Wassyourname,dearie?’shesaid.
‘Smith,’saidWinston.
‘Smith?’saidthewoman. ‘Thassfunny. Myname’sSmithtoo. Why,’sheaddedsentimentally,‘Imightbeyourmother!’
Shemight,thoughtWinston,behismother. Shewasabouttherightageandphysique,anditwasprobablethatpeoplechangedsomewhataftertwentyyearsinaforced-labourcamp.
Nooneelsehadspokentohim. ToasurprisingextenttheordinarycriminalsignoredthePartyprisoners. ‘ThepolITS,’theycalledthem,withasortofuninterestedcontempt. ThePartyprisonersseemedterrifiedofspeakingtoanybody,andaboveallofspeakingtooneanother. Onlyonce,whentwoPartymembers,bothwomen,werepressedclosetogetheronthebench,heoverheardamidthedinofvoicesafewhurriedly-whisperedwords;andinparticularareferencetosomethingcalled‘roomone-oh-one’,whichhedidnotunderstand.
Itmightbetwoorthreehoursagothattheyhadbroughthimhere. Thedullpaininhisbellyneverwentaway,butsometimesitgrewbetterandsometimesworse,andhisthoughtsexpandedorcontractedaccordingly. Whenitgrewworsehethoughtonlyofthepainitself,andofhisdesireforfood. Whenitgrewbetter,panictookholdofhim. Thereweremomentswhenheforesawthethingsthatwouldhappentohimwithsuchactualitythathisheartgallopedandhisbreathstopped. Hefeltthesmashoftruncheonsonhiselbowsandiron-shodbootsonhisshins; hesawhimselfgrovellingonthefloor,screamingformercythroughbrokenteeth.
