The Egotist Becomes a Personage
"AfathomdeepinsleepIlie
Witholddesires,restrainedbefore,
Toclamorlifewardwithacry,
Asdarkfliesoutthegreyingdoor;
Andsoinquestofcreedstoshare
Iseekassertivedayagain...
Butoldmonotonyisthere:
Endlessavenuesofrain.
Oh,mightIriseagain!MightI
Throwofftheheatofthatoldwine,
Seethenewmorningmassthesky
Withfairytowers,lineonline;
Findeachmirageinthehighair
Asymbol,notadreamagain...
Butoldmonotonyisthere:
Endlessavenuesofrain."
UndertheglassportcullisofatheatreAmorystood,watchingthefirstgreatdropsofrainsplatterdownandflattentodarkstainsonthesidewalk.Theairbecamegrayandopalescent;asolitarylightsuddenlyoutlinedawindowovertheway;thenanotherlight;thenahundredmoredancedandglimmeredintovision.Underhisfeetathick,iron-studdedskylightturnedyellow;inthestreetthelampsofthetaxi-cabssentoutglisteningsheensalongthealreadyblackpavement.TheunwelcomeNovemberrainhadperverselystolentheday’slasthourandpawneditwiththatancientfence,thenight.
Thesilenceofthetheatrebehindhimendedwithacurioussnappingsound,followedbytheheavyroaringofarisingcrowdandtheinterlacedclatterofmanyvoices.Thematineewasover.
Hestoodaside,edgedalittleintotheraintoletthethrongpass.