О дивный новый мир
Chapter 12
"Toplaysuchajokeonme,"theArch-Songsterkeptrepeating,"onme!"
Asforthewomen,theyindignantlyfeltthattheyhadbeenhadonfalsepretences–hadbyawretchedlittlemanwhohadhadalcoholpouredintohisbottlebymistake–byacreaturewithaGamma-Minusphysique.Itwasanoutrage,andtheysaidso,moreandmoreloudly.TheHeadMistressofEtonwasparticularlyscathing.
Leninaalonesaidnothing.Pale,herblueeyescloudedwithanunwontedmelancholy,shesatinacorner,cutofffromthosewhosurroundedherbyanemotionwhichtheydidnotshare.Shehadcometothepartyfilledwithastrangefeelingofanxiousexultation."Inafewminutes,"shehadsaidtoherself,assheenteredtheroom,"Ishallbeseeinghim,talkingtohim,tellinghim"(forshehadcomewithhermindmadeup)"thatIlikehim–morethananybodyI’veeverknown.Andthenperhapshe’llsay..."
Whatwouldhesay?Thebloodhadrushedtohercheeks.
"Whywashesostrangetheothernight,afterthefeelies?Soqueer.AndyetI’mabsolutelysurehereallydoesratherlikeme.I’msure..."
ItwasatthismomentthatBernardhadmadehisannouncement;theSavagewasn’tcomingtotheparty.
LeninasuddenlyfeltallthesensationsnormallyexperiencedatthebeginningofaViolentPassionSurrogatetreatment–asenseofdreadfulemptiness,abreathlessapprehension,anausea.Herheartseemedtostopbeating.
"Perhapsit’sbecausehedoesn’tlikeme,"shesaidtoherself.