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Chapter 18
"Justine,mydearest,becalm,"saidMeggiestrongly,notafalterinhervoice."Calmyourselfandtellme.Areyousure?"
"AustraliaHousecalledme—theythoughtIwashisnextofkin.SomedreadfulmanwhoonlywantedtoknowwhatIwanteddonewiththebody.‘Thebody,’hekeptcallingDane.Asifhewasn’tentitledtoitanymore,asifitwasanyone’s."Meggieheardhersob."God!Isupposethepoormanhatedwhathewasdoing.Oh,Mum,Dane’sdead!"
"How,Justine?Where?InRome?Whyhasn’tRalphcalledme?"
"No,notinRome.TheCardinalprobablydoesn’tknowanythingaboutit.InCrete.Themansaidhewasdrowned,asearescue.Hewasonholiday,Mum,heaskedmetogowithhimandIdidn’t,IwantedtoplayDesdemona,IwantedtobewithRain.IfI’donlybeenwithhim!IfIhad,itmightn’thavehappened.Oh,God,whatcanIdo?"
"Stopit,Justine,"saidMeggiesternly."Nothinkinglikethat,doyouhearme?Danewouldhateit,youknowhewould.Thingshappen,whywedon’tknow.Theimportantthingnowisthatyou’reallright,Ihaven’tlostbothofyou.You’reallI’vegotleftnow.Oh,Jussy,Jussy,it’ssofaraway!Theworld’sbig,toobig.ComehometoDrogheda!Ihatetothinkofyouallalone."
"No,I’vegottowork.Workistheonlyanswerforme.IfIdon’twork,I’llgomad.Idon’twantpeople,Idon’twantcomfort.Oh,Mum!"Shebegantosobbitterly."Howarewegoingtolivewithouthim?"
Howindeed?Wasthatliving?God’sthouwert,untoGodreturn.
