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Chapter 2
"Meggie,sometimesthingsjustdon’thappenthewayyouwantthemto.Yououghttoknowthat.WeClearyshavebeentaughttoworktogetherforthegoodofall,nevertothinkofourselvesfirst.ButIdon’tagreewiththat;Ithinkweoughttobeabletothinkofourselvesfirst.IwanttogoawaybecauseI’mseventeenandit’stimeImadealifeformyself.ButDaddysaysno,I’mneededathomeforthegoodofthefamilyasawhole.AndbecauseI’mnottwenty-one,I’vegottodoasDaddysays."
Meggienoddedearnestly,tryingtountanglethethreadsofFrank’sexplanation.
"Well,Meggie,I’vethoughtlongandhardaboutit.I’mgoingaway,andthat’sthat.IknowyouandMumwillmissme,butBob’sgrowingupfast,andDaddyandtheboyswon’tmissmeatall.It’sonlythemoneyIbringininterestsDaddy."
"Don’tyoulikeusanymore,Frank?"
Heturnedtosnatchherintohisarms,huggingandcaressingherintorturedpleasure,mostofitgriefandpainandhunger."Oh,Meggie!IloveyouandMummorethanalltheothersputtogether!God,whyweren’tyouolder,soIcouldtalktoyou?Ormaybeit’sbetterthatyou’resolittle,maybeit’sbetter…"
Helethergoabruptly,strugglingtomasterhimself,rollinghisheadbackandforthagainstthelog,histhroatandmouthworking.Thenhelookedather."Meggie,whenyou’reolderyou’llunderstandbetter."
"Pleasedon’tgoaway,Frank,"sherepeated.
Helaughed,almostasob."Oh,Meggie!Didn’tyouhearanyofit?Well,itdoesn’treallymatter.
