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Chapter 17
ButIpraythatwithHishelpIshallfindthestrength."
"Mustitbethis,Dane?Willnothinglessthanthiscontentyou?"
"Nothing."
"Andiflateronyoushouldchangeyourmind,whatwouldyoudo?"
"Why,Ishouldasktoleave,"saidDane,surprised."IfIchangedmyminditwouldbebecauseIhadgenuinelymistakenmyvocation,fornootherreason.ThereforeIshouldasktoleave.Iwouldn’tbelovingHimanyless,butI’dknowthisisn’tthewayHemeansmetoserveHim."
"Butonceyourfinalvowsaretakenandyouareordained,yourealizetherecanbenogoingback,nodispensation,absolutelynorelease?"
"Iunderstandthat,"saidDanepatiently."Butifthereisadecisiontobemade,Iwillhavecometoitbeforethen."
CardinalRalphleanedbackinhischair,sighed.Hadheeverbeenthatsure?Hadheeverbeenthatstrong?"Whytome,Dane?WhydidyouwanttocometoRome?WhynothaveremainedinAustralia?"
"MumsuggestedRome,butithadbeeninmymindasadreamforalongtime.Ineverthoughttherewasenoughmoney."
"Yourmotherisverywise.Didn’tshetellyou?"
"Tellmewhat,YourEminence?"
"Thatyouhaveanincomeoffivethousandpoundsayearandmanythousandsofpoundsalreadyinthebankinyourownname?"
Danestiffened."No.Shenevertoldme."
"Verywise.Butit’sthere,andRomeisyoursifyouwant.DoyouwantRome?"
"Yes."
"Whydoyouwantme,Dane?"
"Becauseyou’remyconceptionoftheperfectpriest,YourEminence."
CardinalRalph’sfacetwisted.
