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Chapter 17
CardinalRalphleanedforward,watchinghim.
"Ipasstheresponsibilityforhimtoyou,Ralph,"Meggie’sletterhadsaid."Ichargeyouwithhiswell-being,hishappiness.WhatIstole,Igiveback.Itisdemandedofme.Onlypromisemetwothings,andI’llrestintheknowledgeyou’veactedinhisbestinterests.First,promisemeyou’llmakesurebeforeyouaccepthimthatthisiswhathetruly,absolutelywants.Secondly,thatifthisiswhathewants,you’llkeepyoureyeonhim,makesureitremainswhathewants.Ifheshouldloseheartforit,Iwanthimback.Forhebelongedtomefirst.ItisIwhogiveshimtoyou."
"Dane,areyousure?"askedtheCardinal.
"Absolutely."
"Why?"
Hiseyeswerecuriouslyaloof,uncomfortablyfamiliar,butfamiliarinawaywhichwasofthepast.
"BecauseoftheloveIbearOurLord.IwanttoserveHimasHispriestallofmydays."
"DoyouunderstandwhatHisserviceentails,Dane?"
"Yes."
"ThatnootherlovemustevercomebetweenyouandHim?ThatyouareHisexclusively,forsakingallothers?"
"Yes."
"ThatHisWillbedoneinallthings,thatinHisserviceyoumustburyyourpersonality,yourindividuality,yourconceptofyourselfasuniquelyimportant?"
"Yes."
"Thatifnecessaryyoumustfacedeath,imprisonment,starvationinHisName?Thatyoumustownnothing,valuenothingwhichmighttendtolessenyourloveforHim?"
"Yes."
"Areyoustrong,Dane?"
"Iamaman,YourEminence.Iamfirstaman.Itwillbehard,Iknow.
