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Chapter 13
EspeciallytheoneswiththeancientGreekstories,becausetheyfascinateme.TheysaytheGreekshaveawordforeverything,andthatthere’snohumansituationtheGreeksdidn’tdescribe."
"Iknow.I’vereadsomeofLuddie’sbooks,too."
"Thendon’tyouremember?TheGreekssayit’sasinagainstthegodstolovesomethingbeyondallreason.Anddoyourememberthattheysaywhensomeoneislovedso,theGodsbecomejealous,andstriketheobjectdownintheveryfullnessofitsflower?There’salessoninit,Meggie.It’sprofanetolovetoomuch."
"Profane,Anne,that’sthekeyword!Ishan’tloveRalph’sbabyprofanely,butwiththepurityoftheBlessedMotherherself."
Anne’sbrowneyeswereverysad."Ah,butdidshelovepurely?TheobjectofherlovewasstruckdownintheveryfullnessofHisflower,wasn’tHe?"
MeggieputJustineinhercot."Whatmustbe,mustbe.RalphIcan’thave,hisbabyIcan.Ifeel…oh,asifthere’sapurposetomylifeafterall!That’sbeentheworstthingaboutthesethreeandahalfyears,Anne.Iwasbeginningtothinktherewasnopurposetomylife."Shesmiledbriskly,decisively."I’mgoingtoprotectthischildineverywayIcan,nomatterwhatthecosttomyself.Andthefirstthingisthatnoone,includingLuke,shalleverimplyithasnorighttotheonlynameI’matlibertytogiveit.TheverythoughtofsleepingwithLukemakesmeill,butI’lldoit.I’dsleepwiththeDevilhimselfifitcouldhelpthisbaby’sfuture.
