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Chapter 12
Iknowyoudon’tlovehim,butIthinkifhegaveyouhalfachanceyoumightbehappywithhim."
Thegreyeyeswerethesamecolorastherainfallinginsheetsallaroundthehouse;theirvoiceshadrisentoshoutingpitchtobeaudibleabovetheincredibledinontheironroof.
"Butthat’sjustit,Anne!WhenLukeandIwentuptoAthertonIrealizedatlastthathe’llneverleavethesugarwhilehe’sgotthestrengthtocutit.Helovesthelife,hereallydoes.Helovesbeingwithmenasstrongandindependentasheishimself;helovesroamingfromoneplacetotheother.He’salwaysbeenawanderer,nowIcometothinkofit.Asforneedingawomanforpleasureifnothingelse,he’stooexhaustedbythecane.AndhowcanIputit?Lukeisthekindofmanwhoquitegenuinelydoesn’tcareifheeatshisfoodoffapackingcrateandsleepsonthefloor.Don’tyousee?Onecan’tappealtohimastoonewholikesnicethings,becausehedoesn’t.SometimesIthinkhedespisesnicethings,prettythings.They’resoft,theymightmakehimsoft.Ihaveabsolutelynoenticementspowerfulenoughtoswayhimfromhispresentwayoflife."
Sheglancedupimpatientlyattheverandaroof,asiftiredofshouting."Idon’tknowifI’mstrongenoughtotakethelonelinessofhavingnohomeforthenexttenorfifteenyears,Anne,orhoweverlongit’sgoingtotakeLuketowearhimselfout.It’slovelyherewithyou;Idon’twantyoutothinkI’mungrateful.
