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Chapter 12
Sowe’vebookedyouacottageonMatlockIslandfortwomonths,fromthebeginningofJanuarytothebeginningofMarch.LuddieandIwilllookafterJustine.Youknowshewon’tcometoanyharm,butifwe’retheslightestbitworriedabouther,youhaveourwordwe’llnotifyyourightaway,andtheisland’sonthephonesoitwouldn’ttakelongtofetchyouback."
Therainbowshadgone,sohadthesun;itwasgettingreadytorainagain.
"Anne,ifithadn’tbeenforyouandLuddiethesepastthreeyears,Iwouldhavegonemad.Youknowthat.SometimesinthenightIwakeupwonderingwhatwouldhavehappenedtomehadLukeputmewithpeoplelesskind.You’vecaredformemorethanLukehas."
"Twaddle!IfLukehadputyouwithunsympatheticpeopleyouwouldhavegonebacktoDrogheda,andwhoknows?Maybethatmighthavebeenthebestcourse."
"No.Ithasn’tbeenpleasant,thisthingwithLuke,butitwasfarbetterformetostayandworkitout."
Therainwasbeginningtoinchitswayacrossthedimmingcaneblottingouteverythingbehinditsedge,likeagreycleaver.
"You’reright,I’mnotwell,"Meggiesaid."Ihaven’tbeenwellsinceJustinewasconceived.I’vetriedtopullmyselfup,butIsupposeonereachesapointwherethereisn’ttheenergytodoit.Oh,Anne,I’msotiredanddiscouraged!I’mnotevenagoodmothertoJustine,andIoweherthat.I’mtheonecausedhertobe;shedidn’taskforit.ButmostlyI’mdiscouragedbecauseLukewon’tevengivemeachancetomakehimhappy.
