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Chapter 9
Themournersdepartedontheirhorses,backshunchedinsidetheiroilskins,someofthemstaringmiserablyattheprospectofruin,othersthankingGodtheyhadescapeddeathandthefire.AndFatherRalphgothisfewthingstogether,knowinghemustgobeforehecouldn’tgo.
HewenttoseeFee,whereshesatattheescritoirestaringmutelydownatherhands.
"Fee,willyoubeallright?"heasked,sittingwherehecouldseeher.
Sheturnedtowardhim,sostillandquenchedwithinhersoulthathewasafraid,andclosedhiseyes.
"Yes,Father,I’llbeallright.Ihavethebookstokeep,andfivesonsleft—sixifyoucountFrank,onlyIdon’tsupposewecancountFrank,canwe?Thankyouforthat,morethanIcaneversay.It’ssuchacomforttomeknowingyourpeoplearewatchingoutforhim,makinghislifealittleeasier.Oh,ifIcouldseehim,justonce!"
Shewaslikealighthouse,hethought;flashesofgriefeverytimehermindcameroundtothatpitchofemotionwhichwastoogreattobecontained.Ahugeflare,andthenalongperiodofnothing.
"Fee,Iwantyoutothinkaboutsomething."
"Yes,what?"shewasdarkagain.
"Areyoulisteningtome?"heaskedsharply,worriedandsuddenlymorefrightenedthanbefore.
Foralongmomenthethoughtshehadretreatedsofarintoherselfeventheharshnessofhisvoicehadn’tpenetrated,butupblazedthebeaconagain,andherlipsparted.
