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Chapter 8
Theyhadcomeinfromthefrontofthehomestead,sothestableswerecloserthanthestockyards;withoutaword,Meggieturnedthechestnutmaretowardthestables,andleftherfathertocontinuealone.Forawhilehekeptturningaroundtolookafterher,butwhenshehaddisappearedinsidethefencearoundthestableshedughisroanintheribsandfinishedhisrideatacanter,hatinghimselfandthenecessityofsayingwhathehad.Damntheman-womanthing!Itseemedtohaveasetofrulesatvariancewithallothers.
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FatherRalphdeBricassart’svoicewasverycold,yetitwaswarmerthanhiseyes,whichneverveeredfromtheyoungpriest’spallidfaceashespokehisstiff,measuredwords.
"YouhavenotconductedyourselfasOurLordJesusChristdemandsHispriestsconductthemselves.Ithinkyouknowitbetterthanwewhocensureyoucouldeverknowit,butImuststillcensureyouonbehalfofyourArchbishop,whostandstoyounotonlyasafellowpriestbutasyoursuperior.Youowehimperfectobedience,anditisnotyourplacetoarguewithhissentimentsorhisdecisions.
"Doyoureallyunderstandthedisgraceyou’vebroughtonyourself,onyourparish,andespeciallyontheChurchyoupurporttolovemorethananyhumanbeing?Yourvowofchastitywasassolemnandbindingasyourothervows,andtobreakitistosingrievously.Youwillneverseethewomanagain,ofcourse,butitbehoovesustoassistyouinyourstrugglestoovercometemptation.
