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Chapter 8
Yes,hethought,she’sFee’sdaughter,allright.
Afterawhileshesaidtautly,"Buthecouldstopbeingapriest.It’sjustthatIhaven’thadachancetotalktohimaboutit."
TheshockonPaddy’sfacewastoogenuinenottobelieveit,soMeggiefounditmoreconvincingthanhiswords,vehementthoughtheywere.
"Meggie!Oh,goodGod,that’stheworstofthisbushexistence!Yououghttobeinschool,mygirl,andifAuntieMaryhaddiedsoonerIwouldhavepackedyouofftoSydneyintimetogetatleastacoupleofyearsunderyourbelt.Butyou’retooold,aren’tyou?Iwouldn’thavethemlaughatyouatyourage,poorweeMeggie."Hecontinuedmoregently,spacinghiswordstogivethemasharp,lucidcruelty,thoughitwasnothisintentiontobecruel,onlytodispelillusionsonceandforall."FatherdeBricassartisapriest,Meggie.Hecannever,neverstopbeingapriest,understandthat.Thevowshetookaresacred,toosolemntobreak.Onceamanisapriesttherecanbenoturningaway,andhissupervisorsintheseminarymakeabsolutelysurethatheknowswhathe’sswearingbeforehedoes.Amanwhotakesthosevowsknowsbeyondanydoubtthatoncetakentheycan’tbebroken,ever.FatherdeBricassarttookthem,andhe’llneverbreakthem."Hesighed."Nowyouknow,Meggie,don’tyou?FromthismomentyouhavenoexcusetodaydreamaboutFatherdeBricassart."
