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Chapter 4
"Oh,God!"hesaid.
Hereyeslosttheirpleasureinseeinghim,herfacefloodedwithscarletshame;shespreadherhandsoverherballooningapronasiftheycouldhidewhatherclothescouldnot.
Frankwasshaking."Thedirtyoldgoat!"
"Frank,Ican’tletyousaythingslikethat.You’reamannow,yououghttounderstand.Thisisnodifferentfromthewayyoucameintotheworldyourself,anditdeservesthesamerespect.Itisn’tdirty.WhenyouinsultDaddy,youinsultme."
"Hehadnoright!Heshouldhaveleftyoualone!"Frankhissed,wipingafleckoffoamfromthecornerofhistremblingmouth.
"Itisn’tdirty,"sherepeatedwearily,andlookedathimfromhercleartiredeyesasifshehadsuddenlydecidedtoputshamebehindherforever."It’snotdirty,Frank,andnoristheactwhichcreatedit."
Thistimehisfacereddened.Hecouldnotcontinuetomeethergaze,soheturnedandwentthroughintotheroomheshardwithBob,JackandHughie.Itsbarewallsandlittlesinglebedsmockedhim,mockedhim,thesterileandfeaturelesslooktoit,thelackofapresencetowarmit,apurposetohallowit.Andherface,herbeautifultiredfacewithitsprimhaloofgoldenhair,allalightbecauseofwhatsheandthathairyoldgoathaddoneintheterribleheatofsummer.
Hecouldnotgetawayfromit,hecouldnotgetawayfromher,fromthethoughsatthebackofhismind,fromthehungersnaturaltohisageandmanhood.
