Проклятие мумии, или Камень Семи Звезд

Chapter 17

           Atsuchmomentsshewouldhavefullpossessionofobservationandmemory.Shewouldknowandrememberallthatwasgoingon,andhadgoneonaroundher;buthercomingbacktoheroldselfhadtomesomethingthesensationofanewpersoncomingintotheroom.UptothetimeofleavingLondonIhadbeencontentwhenevershewaspresent.Ihadovermethatdelicioussenseofsecuritywhichcomeswiththeconsciousnessthatloveismutual.Butnowdoubthadtakenitsplace.IneverknewwhetherthepersonalitypresentwasmyMargarettheoldMargaretwhomIhadlovedatthefirstglanceortheothernewMargaret,whomIhardlyunderstood,andwhoseintellectualaloofnessmadeanimpalpablebarrierbetweenus.Sometimesshewouldbecome,asitwere,awakeallatonce.Atsuchtimes,thoughshewouldsaytomesweetandpleasantthingswhichshehadoftensaidbefore,shewouldseemmostunlikeherself.Itwasalmostasifshewasspeakingparrot-likeoratdictationofonewhocouldreadwordsoracts,butnotthoughts.Afteroneortwoexperiencesofthiskind,myowndoubtingbegantomakeabarrier;forIcouldnotspeakwiththeeaseandfreedomwhichwereusualtome.Andsohourbyhourwedriftedapart.WereitnotforthefewoddmomentswhentheoldMargaretwasbackwithmefullofhercharmIdonotknowwhatwouldhavehappened.Asitwas,eachsuchmomentgavemeafreshstartandkeptmylovefromchanging.

           Iwouldhavegiventheworldforaconfidant;butthiswasimpossible.

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