Видоизмененный углерод

Chapter 1

           Ifthatkindofthingbothersyou,youlineupoveratSyntheta’sorFabrikon.I’vewornmyfairshareofsyntheticsleeves;theyusethemforparolehearingsquiteoften.Cheap,butit’stoomuchlikelivingaloneinadraughtyhouse,andtheyneverseemtogettheflavourcircuitsright.Everythingyoueatendsuptastinglikecurriedsawdust.

           InthechangingcubicleIfoundaneatlyfoldedsummersuitonthebench,andthemirrorsetinthewall.Ontopofthepileofclotheswasasimplesteelwatch,andweightedbeneaththewatchwasaplainwhiteenvelopewithmynamewrittenneatlyacrossit.Itookadeepbreathandwenttofacethemirror.

           Thisisalwaysthetoughestpart.NearlytwodecadesI’vebeendoingthis,anditstilljarsmetolookintotheglassandseeatotalstrangerstaringback.It’slikepullinganimageoutofthedepthsofanautostereogram.Forthefirstcoupleofmomentsallyoucanseeissomeoneelselookingatyouthroughawindowframe.Then,likeashiftinfocus,youfeelyourselffloatrapidlyupbehindthemaskandadheretoitsinsidewithashockthat’salmosttactile.It’sasifsomeone’scutanumbilicalcord,onlyinsteadofseparatingthetwoofyou,it’stheothernessthathasbeenseveredandnowyou’rejustlookingatyourreflectioninamirror.

           Istoodthereandtowelledmyselfdry,gettingusedtotheface.

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