Человек в высоком замке
Chapter 14
WhodoIthank?Pray,maybe?
Praytowhat?
IwishIunderstood,hesaidtohimselfashemovedalongthebusyeveningsidewalk,bytheneonsigns,theblaringbardoorwaysofGrantAvenue.Iwanttocomprehend.Ihaveto.
Butheknewheneverwould.
Justbeglad,hethought.Andkeepmoving.
Abitofhisminddeclared,AndthenbacktoEd.Ihavetofindmywaybacktotheworkshop,downthereinthatbasement.PickupwhereIleftoff,makingthejewelry,usingmyhands.Workingandnotthinking,notlookinguportryingtounderstand.Imustkeepbusy.Imustturnthepiecesout.
Blockbyblockhehurriedthroughthedarkeningcity.Strugglingtogetbackassoonaspossibletothefixed,comprehensibleplacehehadbeen.
WhenhegottherehefoundEdMcCarthyseatedatthebench,eatinghisdinner.Twosandwiches,athermosoftea,abanana,severalcookies.FrankFrinkstoodinthedoorway,gasping.
AtlastEdheardhimandturnedaround."Ihadtheimpressionyouweredead,"hesaid.Hechewed,swallowedrhythmically,tookanotherbite.
Bythebench,Edhadtheirlittleelectricheatergoing;Frankwentovertoitandcroucheddown,warminghishands.
"Goodtoseeyouback,"Edsaid.HebangedFranktwiceontheback,thenreturnedtohissandwich.Hesaidnothingmore;theonlysoundswerethewhirroftheheaterfanandEd’schewing.
Layinghiscoatoverachair,Frankcollectedahandfulofhalf-completedsilversegmentsandcarriedthemtothearbor
