Человек в высоком замке
Chapter 14
Whatisthespacewhichthisspeaksof?Verticalascent.Toheaven.Oftime?Intothelight-worldofthemutable.Yes,thisthinghasdisgorgeditsspirit:light.Andmyattentionisfixed;Ican’tlookaway.SpellboundbymesmerizingshimmeringsurfacewhichIcannolongercontrol.Nolongerfreetodismiss.
Nowtalktome,hetoldit.Nowthatyouhavesnaredme.Iwanttohearyourvoiceissuingfromtheblindingclearwhitelight,suchasweexpecttoseeonlyintheBardoThodolafterlifeexistence.ButIdonothavetowaitfordeath,forthedecompositionofmyanimusasitwandersinsearchofanewwomb.Alltheterrifyingandbeneficentdeities;wewillbypassthem,andthesmokylightsaswell.Andthecouplesincoitus.Everythingexceptthislight.Iamreadytofacewithoutterror.NoticeIdonotblench.
Ifeelthehotwindsofkarmadrivingme.NeverthelessIremainhere.Mytrainingwascorrect:Imustnotshrinkfromtheclearwhitelight,forifIdo,Iwilloncemorereenterthecycleofbirthanddeath,neverknowingfreedom,neverobtainingrelease.TheveilofmayawillfalloncemoreifI—
Thelightdisappeared.
Heheldthedullsilvertriangleonly.Shadowhadcutoffthesun;Mr.Tagomiglancedup.
Tall,blue-suitedpolicemanstandingbyhisbench,smiling.
"Eh?"Mr.Tagomisaid,startled.
"Iwasjustwatchingyouworkthatpuzzle."Thepolicemanstartedonalongthepath.
"Puzzle,"Mr.Tagomiechoed."Notapuzzle."
"Isn’tthatoneofthoselittlepuzzlesyouhavetotakeapart?Mykidhasawholelotofthem.
