Человек в высоком замке
Chapter 14
Tenminutes.IsitaslongasIcan.Time,alas,willmakeussellitshort.WhatisitIhold,whilethereisstilltime?
Forgiveme,Mr.Tagomithoughtinthedirectionofthesquiggle.Pressureonusalwaystoriseandact.Regretfully,hebegantoputthethingawaybackinitsbag.Onefinalhopefulglance—heagainscrutinizedwithallthathehad.Likechild,hetoldhimself.Imitatetheinnocenceandfaith.Onseashore,pressingrandomlyfoundshelltohead.Hearinginitsblabberthewisdomofthesea.
This,witheyereplacingear.Entermeandinformwhathasbeendone,whatitmeans,why.Compressionofunderstandingintoonefinitesquiggle.
Askingtoomuch,andsogetnothing.
"Listen,"hesaidsottovocetothesquiggle."Saleswarrantypromisedmuch."
IfIshakeitviolently,likeoldrecalcitrantwatch.Hedidso,upanddown.Orlikediceincriticalgame.Awakenthedietyinside.Peradventurehesleepeth.Orheisonajourney.TitillatingheavyironybyProphetElijah.Orheispursuing.Mr.Tagomiviolentlyshookthesilversquiggleupanddowninhisclenchedfistoncemore.Callhimlouder.Againhescrutinized.
Youlittlething,youareempty,hethought.
Curseatit,hetoldhimself.Frightenit.
"Mypatienceisrunningout,"hesaidsottovoce.
Andwhatthen?Flingyouinthegutter?Breatheonit,shakeit,breatheonit.Winmethegame.
Helaughed.Addlepatedinvolvement,hereinwarmsunlight.Spectacletowhoevercomesalong.Peekingaboutguiltily,now.Butnoonesaw.Oldmensnoozing.Measureofrelief,there.
