Человек в высоком замке
Chapter 13
Whenheheldouttwoyellowcapsulestohershesaid,"Willtheydestroyme?"Sheacceptedthemclumsily.
"What?"hesaid,hisfacetwitching.
Rotmylowerbody,shethought.Grointodry."Imean,"shesaidcautiously,"weakenmyconcentration?"
"No—it’ssomeA.G.Chemieproducttheygivebackhome.IusethemwhenIcan’tsleep.I’llgetyouaglassofwater."Heranoff.
Blade,shethought.Iswallowedit;nowcutsmyloinsforever.Punishment.MarriedtoaJewandshackingupwithaGestapoassassin.Shefelttearsagaininhereyes,boiling.ForallIhavecommitted.Wrecked."Let’sgo,"shesaid,risingtoherfeet."Thehairdresser."
"You’renotdressed!"Heledher,satherdown,triedtogetherunderpantsontoherwithoutsuccess."Ihavetogetyourhairfixed,"hesaidinadespairingvoice."WhereisthatHur,thatwoman?"
Shesaid,speakingslowlyandpainstakingly,"Haircreatesbearwhoremovesspotsinnakedness.Hiding,nohidetobehungwithahook.ThehookfromGod.Hair,hear,Hur."Pillseating.Probablyturpentineacid.Theyallmet,decideddangerousmostcorrosivesolventtoeatmeforever.
Staringdownather,Joeblanched.Mustreadintome,shethought.Readsmymindwithhismachine,althoughIcan’tfindit.
"Thosepills,"shesaid."Confuseandbewilder."Hesaid,"Youdidn’ttakethem."Hepointedtoherclenchedfist;shediscoveredthatshestillhadthemthere."You’rementallyill,"hesaid.Hehadbecomeheavy,slow,likesomeinertmass.
