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The Leech and His Patient
"Many,manyapoorsoulhathgivenitsconfidencetome,notonlyonthedeath-bed,butwhilestronginlife,andfairinreputation.Andever,aftersuchanoutpouring,oh,whatareliefhaveIwitnessedinthosesinfulbrethren!evenasinonewhoatlastdrawsfreeair,afteralongstiflingwithhisownpollutedbreath.Howcanitbeotherwise?Whyshouldawretchedman—guilty,wewillsay,ofmurder—prefertokeepthedeadcorpseburiedinhisownheart,ratherthanflingitforthatonce,andlettheuniversetakecareofit!"
"Yetsomemenburytheirsecretsthus,"observedthecalmphysician.
"True;therearesuchmen,"answeredMr.Dimmesdale."Butnottosuggestmoreobviousreasons,itmaybethattheyarekeptsilentbytheveryconstitutionoftheirnature.Or—canwenotsupposeit?—guiltyastheymaybe,retaining,nevertheless,azealforGod’sgloryandman’swelfare,theyshrinkfromdisplayingthemselvesblackandfilthyintheviewofmen;because,thenceforward,nogoodcanbeachievedbythem;noevilofthepastberedeemedbybetterservice.So,totheirownunutterabletorment,theygoaboutamongtheirfellow-creatures,lookingpureasnew-fallensnow,whiletheirheartsareallspeckledandspottedwithiniquityofwhichtheycannotridthemselves."
"Thesemendeceivethemselves,"saidRogerChillingworth,withsomewhatmoreemphasisthanusual,andmakingaslightgesturewithhisforefinger."Theyfeartotakeuptheshamethatrightfullybelongstothem.