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           "So,what?I’mlikeasocialexperimenttoyou?"Imeantittobejokey,butitcameoutsoundingbitter.

           "No,you’renotanexperiment,"Adamsaid.Hisvoicewashuskyandchoked.

           IfelttheheatfloodmyneckandIcouldsensemyselfblushing.Istaredatmyshoes.IknewthatAdamwaslookingatmenowwithasmuchcertaintyasIknewthatifIlookeduphewasgoingtokissme.AndittookmebysurprisehowmuchIwantedtobekissedbyhim,torealizethatI’dthoughtaboutitsooftenthatI’dmemorizedtheexactshapeofhislips,thatI’dimaginedrunningmyfingerdownthecleftofhischin.

           Myeyesflickeredupward.Adamwastherewaitingforme.

           Thatwashowitstarted.