Если я останусь
10:12 A.M.
Heseemedgood-naturedenoughaboutthewholething,buthekeptlookingathisprogram,probablycountingoffthemovementsuntilintermission.Iworriedthathewasbored,butafterawhileIgottoocaughtupinthemusictocare.
Then,whenYo-YoMaplayed"LeGrandTango,"Adamreachedoverandgraspedmyhand.Inanyothercontext,thiswouldhavebeencheesy,theoldyawn-and-cop-a-feelmove.ButAdamwasn’tlookingatme.Hiseyeswereclosedandhewasswayingslightlyinhisseat.Hewaslostinthemusic,too.Isqueezedhishandbackandwesattherelikethatfortherestoftheconcert.
Afterward,weboughtcoffeesanddoughnutsandwalkedalongtheriver.Itwasmistingandhetookoffhissuitjacketanddrapeditovermyshoulders.
"Youdidn’treallygetthoseticketsfromafamilyfriend,didyou?"Iasked.
IthoughthewouldlaughorthrowuphisarminmocksurrenderlikehedidwhenIbeathiminanargument.Buthelookedstraightatme,soIcouldseethegreenandbrownsandgraysswimmingaroundinhisirises.Heshookhishead."Thatwastwoweeksofpizza-deliverytips,"headmitted.
Istoppedwalking.Icouldhearthewaterlappingbelow."Why?"Iasked."Whyme?"
"I’veneverseenanyonegetasintomusicasyoudo.It’swhyIliketowatchyoupractice.Yougetthecutestcreaseinyourforehead,rightthere,"Adamsaid,touchingmeabovethebridgeofmynose."I’mobsessedwithmusicandevenIdon’tgettransportedlikeyoudo."
