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4:57 A.M.
"Itwasnothinglikethedrunkenrollinthebackofsomeguy’sChevythatpassedforarelationshipwhenIwasinhighschool.Youguysseemed,stillseem,inlove,truly,deeply."Shesighed."Butseventeenisaninconvenienttimetobeinlove."
Thatmademesmileandmadethepitinmystomachsoftenalittle."Tellmeaboutit,"Isaid."Thoughifweweren’tbothmusicians,wecouldgotocollegetogetherandbefine."
"That’sacop-out,Mia,"Momcountered."Allrelationshipsaretough.Justlikewithmusic,sometimesyouhaveharmonyandothertimesyouhavecacophony.Idon’thavetotellyouthat."
"Iguessyou’reright."
"Andcomeon,musicbroughtyoutwotogether.That’swhatyourfatherandIalwaysthought.Youwerebothinlovewithmusicandthenyoufellinlovewitheachother.Itwasalittlelikethatforyourdadandme.Ididn’tplaybutIlistened.Luckily,Iwasalittleolderwhenwemet."
I’dnevertoldMomaboutwhatAdamhadsaidthatnightaftertheYo-YoMaconcert,whenI’daskedhimWhyme?Howthemusicwastotallyapartofit."Yeah,butnowIfeellikeit’smusicthat’sgoingtopullusapart."
Momshookherhead."That’sbullshit.Musiccan’tdothat.Lifemighttakeyoudowndifferentroads.Buteachofyougetstodecidewhichonetotake."Sheturnedtofaceme."Adam’snottryingtostopyougoingtoJuilliard,ishe?"
"NomorethanI’mtryingtogethimtomovetoNewYork.Andit’sallridiculousanyway.Imightnotevengo."
"No,youmightnot.
