Beast from Water
Thetidewascominginandtherewasonlyanarrowstripoffirmbeachbetweenthewaterandthewhite,stumblingstuffnearthepalmterrace.Ralphchosethefirmstripasapathbecauseheneededtothink,andonlyherecouldheallowhisfeettomovewithouthavingtowatchthem.Suddenly,pacingbythewater,hewasovercomewithastonishment.Hefoundhimselfunderstandingthewearisomenessofthislife,whereeverypathwasanimprovisationandaconsiderablepartofone’swakinglifewasspentwatchingone’sfeet.Hestopped,facingthestrip;andrememberingthatfirstenthusiasticexplorationasthoughitwerepartofabrighterchildhood,hesmiledjeeringly.Heturnedthenandwalkedbacktowardtheplatformwiththesuninhisface.Thetimehadcomefortheassemblyandashewalkedintotheconcealingsplendorsofthesunlighthewentcarefullyoverthepointsofhisspeech.Theremustbenomistakeaboutthisassembly,nochasingimaginary....
Helosthimselfinamazeofthoughtsthatwererenderedvaguebyhislackofwordstoexpressthem.Frowning,hetriedagain.
Thismeetingmustnotbefun,butbusiness.
Atthathewalkedfaster,awareallatonceofurgencyandthedecliningsunandalittlewindcreatedbyhisspeedthatbreathedabouthisface.Thiswindpressedhisgreyshirtagainsthischestsothathenoticed—inthisnewmoodofcomprehension—howthefoldswerestifflikecardboard,andunpleasant;noticedtoohowthefrayededgesofhisshortsweremakinganuncomfortable,pinkareaonthefrontofhisthighs.Withaconvulsionofthemind,Ralphdiscovereddirtanddecay,understoodhowmuchhedislikedperpetuallyflickingthetangledhairoutofhiseyes,andatlast,whenthesunwasgone,rollingnoisilytorestamongdryleaves.
