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Spires and Gargoyles
"Butyou’reonlytwenty!Giveupcollege?"
"Why,Amory,youweresayingaminuteago—"
"Yes,"Amoryinterrupted,"butIwasjustwishing.Iwouldn’tthinkofleavingcollege.It’sjustthatIfeelsosadthesewonderfulnights.Isortoffeelthey’renevercomingagain,andI’mnotreallygettingallIcouldoutofthem.Iwishmygirllivedhere.Butmarry—notachance.Especiallyasfathersaysthemoneyisn’tforthcomingasitusedtobe."
"Whatawastethesenightsare!"agreedAlec.
ButAmorysighedandmadeuseofthenights.Hehadasnap-shotofIsabelle,enshrinedinanoldwatch,andateightalmosteverynighthewouldturnoffallthelightsexceptthedesklampand,sittingbytheopenwindowswiththepicturebeforehim,writeherrapturousletters.
...Ohit’ssohardtowriteyouwhatIreallyfeelwhenI
thinkaboutyousomuch;you’vegottentomeantomeadreamthat
Ican’tputonpaperanymore.Yourlastlettercameanditwas
wonderful!Ireaditoveraboutsixtimes,especiallythelast
part,butIdowish,sometimes,you’dbemorefrankandtellme
whatyoureallydothinkofme,yetyourlastletterwastoogood
tobetrue,andIcanhardlywaituntilJune!Besureandbeable
tocometotheprom.It’llbefine,Ithink,andIwanttobring
youjustattheendofawonderfulyear.Ioftenthinkoverwhat
yousaidonthatnightandwonderhowmuchyoumeant.