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Young Irony
Whenthestorycametoheruncle,aforgetfulcavalierofamorehypocriticalera,therewasascene,fromwhichEleanoremerged,subduedbutrebelliousandindignant,toseekhavenwithhergrandfatherwhohoveredinthecountryonthenearsideofsenility.That’sasfarasherstorywent;shetoldhimtherestherself,butthatwaslater.
OftentheyswamandasAmoryfloatedlazilyinthewaterheshuthismindtoallthoughtsexceptthoseofhazysoap-bubblelandswherethesunsplatteredthroughwind-drunktrees.Howcouldanyonepossiblythinkorworry,ordoanythingexceptsplashanddiveandlollthereontheedgeoftimewhiletheflowermonthsfailed.Letthedaysmoveover—sadnessandmemoryandpainrecurredoutside,andhere,oncemore,beforehewentontomeetthemhewantedtodriftandbeyoung.
ThereweredayswhenAmoryresentedthatlifehadchangedfromanevenprogressalongaroadstretchingeverinsight,withthescenerymergingandblending,intoasuccessionofquick,unrelatedscenes—twoyearsofsweatandblood,thatsuddenabsurdinstinctforpaternitythatRosalindhadstirred;thehalf-sensual,half-neuroticqualityofthisautumnwithEleanor.Hefeltthatitwouldtakealltime,morethanhecouldeverspare,togluethesestrangecumbersomepicturesintothescrap-bookofhislife.Itwasalllikeabanquetwherehesatforthishalf-hourofhisyouthandtriedtoenjoybrilliantepicureancourses.
Dimlyhepromisedhimselfatimewhereallshouldbeweldedtogether.