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Amory, Son of Beatrice
Hecouldnotreconcilehimselftoherbeauty,thatwasmothertohisown,theexquisiteneckandshoulders,thegraceofafortunatewomanofthirty.
"Amory,dear,"shecroonedsoftly,"Ihadsuchastrange,weirdtimeafterIleftyou."
"Didyou,Beatrice?"
"WhenIhadmylastbreakdown"—shespokeofitasasturdy,gallantfeat.
"Thedoctorstoldme"—hervoicesangonaconfidentialnote—"thatifanymanalivehaddonetheconsistentdrinkingthatIhave,hewouldhavebeenphysicallyshattered,mydear,andinhisgrave—longinhisgrave."
Amorywinced,andwonderedhowthiswouldhavesoundedtoFroggyParker.
"Yes,"continuedBeatricetragically,"Ihaddreams—wonderfulvisions."Shepressedthepalmsofherhandsintohereyes."Isawbronzeriverslappingmarbleshores,andgreatbirdsthatsoaredthroughtheair,parti-coloredbirdswithiridescentplumage.Iheardstrangemusicandtheflareofbarbarictrumpets—what?"
Amoryhadsnickered.
"What,Amory?"
"Isaidgoon,Beatrice."
"Thatwasall—itmerelyrecurredandrecurred—gardensthatflauntedcoloringagainstwhichthiswouldbequitedull,moonsthatwhirledandswayed,palerthanwintermoons,moregoldenthanharvestmoons—"
"Areyouquitewellnow,Beatrice?"
"Quitewell—aswellasIwilleverbe.Iamnotunderstood,Amory.Iknowthatcan’texpressittoyou,Amory,but—Iamnotunderstood."
Amorywasquitemoved.Heputhisarmaroundhismother,rubbinghisheadgentlyagainsthershoulder.
"PoorBeatrice—poorBeatrice."