О дивный новый мир
Chapter 4
"Perhaps,(andtheywouldshaketheirheads,wouldsignificantlylowertheirvoices)"alittletooable."
Yes,alittletooable;theywereright.AmentalexcesshadproducedinHelmholtzWatsoneffectsverysimilartothosewhich,inBernardMarx,weretheresultofaphysicaldefect.ToolittleboneandbrawnhadisolatedBernardfromhisfellowmen,andthesenseofthisapartness,being,byallthecurrentstandards,amentalexcess,becameinitsturnacauseofwiderseparation.ThatwhichhadmadeHelmholtzsouncomfortablyawareofbeinghimselfandallalonewastoomuchability.Whatthetwomensharedwastheknowledgethattheywereindividuals.ButwhereasthephysicallydefectiveBernardhadsufferedallhislifefromtheconsciousnessofbeingseparate,itwasonlyquiterecentlythat,grownawareofhismentalexcess,HelmholtzWatsonhadalsobecomeawareofhisdifferencefromthepeoplewhosurroundedhim.ThisEscalator-Squashchampion,thisindefatigablelover(itwassaidthathehadhadsixhundredandfortydifferentgirlsinunderfouryears),thisadmirablecommitteemanandbestmixerhadrealizedquitesuddenlythatsport,women,communalactivitieswereonly,sofarashewasconcerned,secondbests.Really,andatthebottom,hewasinterestedinsomethingelse.Butinwhat?Inwhat?ThatwastheproblemwhichBernardhadcometodiscusswithhim–orrather,sinceitwasalwaysHelmholtzwhodidallthetalking,tolistentohisfrienddiscussing,yetoncemore.