О дивный новый мир
Chapter 8
Hewassilentforalittle;then,inalowvoice,"Once,"hewenton,"Ididsomethingthatnoneoftheothersdid:Istoodagainstarockinthemiddleoftheday,insummer,withmyarmsout,likeJesusontheCross."
"Whatonearthfor?"
"Iwantedtoknowwhatitwaslikebeingcrucified.Hangingthereinthesun..."
"Butwhy?"
"Why?Well..."Hehesitated."BecauseIfeltIoughtto.IfJesuscouldstandit.Andthen,ifonehasdonesomethingwrong...Besides,Iwasunhappy;thatwasanotherreason."
"Itseemsafunnywayofcuringyourunhappiness,"saidBernard.Butonsecondthoughtshedecidedthattherewas,afterall,somesenseinit.Betterthantakingsoma...
"Ifaintedafteratime,"saidtheyoungman."Felldownonmyface.DoyouseethemarkwhereIcutmyself?"Heliftedthethickyellowhairfromhisforehead.Thescarshowed,paleandpuckered,onhisrighttemple.
Bernardlooked,andthenquickly,withalittleshudder,avertedhiseyes.Hisconditioninghadmadehimnotsomuchpitifulasprofoundlysqueamish.Themeresuggestionofillnessorwoundswastohimnotonlyhorrifying,butevenrepulsiveandratherdisgusting.Likedirt,ordeformity,oroldage.Hastilyhechangedthesubject.
"Iwonderifyou’dliketocomebacktoLondonwithus?"heasked,makingthefirstmoveinacampaignwhosestrategyhehadbeensecretlyelaboratingeversince,inthelittlehouse,hehadrealizedwhothe"father"ofthisyoungsavagemustbe."Wouldyoulikethat?"
Theyoungman’sfacelitup.
