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Chapter 3
Didtheyespousecelibacyasarefugefromtheconsequences?
"WhydoyouputupwithGillanbone?"sheasked."Whynotleavethepriesthoodratherthanputupwithit?Youcouldberichandpowerfulinanyoneofanumberoffieldswithyourtalents,andyoucan’ttellmethethoughtofpoweratleastdoesn’tappealtoyou."
Hislefteyebrowflewup."MydearMrs.Carson,you’reaCatholic.Youknowmyvowsaresacred.UntilmydeathIremainapriest.Icannotdenyit."
Shesnortedwithlaughter."Oh,comenow!Doyoureallybelievethatifyourenouncedyourvowsthey’dcomeafteryouwitheverythingfromboltsoflightningtobloodhoundsandshotguns?"
"Ofcoursenot.NordoIbelieveyou’restupidenoughtothinkfearofretributioniswhatkeepsmewithinthepriestlyfold."
"Oho!Waspish,FatherdeBricassart!Thenwhatdoeskeepyoutied?Whatcompelsyoutosufferthedust,theheatandtheGillyflies?Forallyouknow,itmightbealifesentence."
Ashadowmomentarilydimmedtheblueeyes,buthesmiled,pityingher."You’reagreatcomfort,aren’tyou?"Hislipsparted,helookedtowardtheceilingandsighed."Iwasbroughtupfrommycradletobeapriest,butit’sfarmorethanthat.HowcanIexplainittoawoman?Iamavessel,Mrs.Carson,andattimesI’mfilledwithGod.IfIwereabetterpriest,therewouldbenoperiodsofemptinessatall.Andthatfilling,thatonenesswithGod,isn’tafunctionofplace.WhetherI’minGillanboneorabishop’spalace,itoccurs.
