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Chapter 19
Clydecanreplacemeadequatelyintwoseconds,butyoucan’t,canyou?I’msorryit’stakenmethirty-oneyearstorealizethat.
HadRainnothelpedmeitmighthavetakenevenlonger,buthe’samostperceptivebloke.He’snevermetyou,yetheseemstounderstandyoubetterthanIdo.Still,theysaytheonlookerseesthegamebest.That’scertainlytrueofhim.I’mfedupwithhim,alwayssupervisingmylifefromhisOlympianheights.HeseemstothinkheowesDanesomesortofdebtorpromise,andhe’sforevermakinganuisanceofhimselfpoppingovertoseeme;onlyI’vefinallyrealizedthatI’mthenuisance.IfI’msafelyonDroghedathedebtorpromiseorwhateveritwasiscanceled,isn’tit?HeoughttobegratefulfortheplanetripsI’llsavehim,anyway.
AssoonasI’vegotmyselforganizedI’llwriteagain,tellyouwhentoexpectme.Inthemeantime,rememberthatinmystrangewayIdoloveyou.
Shesignedhernamewithoutitsusualflourish,morelikethe"Justine"whichusedtoappearonthebottomofdutifulletterswrittenfromboardingschoolundertheeagleeyeofacensoringnun.Thenshefoldedthesheets,puttheminanairmailenvelopeandaddressedit.OnthewaytothetheaterforthefinalperformanceofMacbethshepostedit.
ShewentstraightaheadwithherplanstoquitEngland.Clydewasupsettotheextentofascreamingtempertantrumwhichlefthershaking,thenovernightheturnedcompletelyaboutandgaveinwithhuffygoodgrace.
