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Chapter 19
Also,foroneotherthingshehadtobeintenselygratefultohim:hehadlaidtheghostofherfearthatsomehowJustinehaddiscoveredthelinkbetweenDaneandRalph.
AsformarriagetoRain,Meggiedidn’tseewhatshecoulddotopushJustinewhereapparentlyshehadnodesiretogo.Orwasitthatshedidn’twanttosee?ShehadendedinlikingRainverymuch,buthishappinesscouldn’tpossiblymatterasmuchtoherasthewelfareofherdaughter,oftheDroghedapeople,andofDroghedaitself.Thecrucialquestionwas,howvitaltoJustine’sfuturehappinesswasRain?InspiteofhiscontentionthatJustinelovedhim,Meggiecouldn’trememberherdaughtereversayinganythingwhichmightindicatethatRainheldthesamesortofimportanceforherasRalphhaddoneforMeggie.
"IpresumeyouwillseeJustinesoonerorlater,"MeggiesaidtoRainwhenshedrovehimtotheairport."Whenyoudo,I’dratheryoudidn’tmentionthisvisittoDrogheda."
"Ifyouprefer,"hesaid."IwouldonlyaskyoutothinkaboutwhatI’vesaid,andtakeyourtime."Butevenashemadehisrequest,hecouldn’thelpfeelingthatMeggiehadreapedfarmorebenefitfromhisvisitthanhehad.
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Whenthemid-AprilcamethatwastwoandahalfyearsafterDane’sdeath,Justineexperiencedanoverwhelmingdesiretoseesomethingthatwasn’trowsofhouses,toomanysullenpeople.Suddenlyonthisbeautifuldayofsoftspringairandchillysun,urbanLondonwasintolerable.
