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Chapter 18
Sherearedback,stunnedandoutraged,thenshookherhead,half-smilingasifattheanticsofsomeinanimateobjectbeyondherpowertoinfluence;thenshetrembled,lickedherlips,seemedtocometoadecisionandsatupstraightandstiff."Doyoureallylovemysonasifhewereyourown,Ralph?"sheasked."Whatwouldyoudoforasonofyours?Couldyousitbackthenandsaytohismother,No,I’mverysorry,Ican’tpossiblytakethetimeoff?Couldyousaythattothemotherofyourson?"
Dane’seyes,yetnotDane’seyes.Lookingather;bewildered,fullofpain,helpless.
"Ihavenoson,"hesaid,"butamongthemany,manythingsIlearnedfromyourswasthatnomatterhowharditis,myfirstandonlyallegianceistoAlmightyGod."
"Danewasyoursontoo,"saidMeggie.
Hestaredatherblankly."What?"
"Isaid,Danewasyoursontoo.WhenIleftMatlockIslandIwaspregnant.Danewasyours,notLukeO’Neill’s."
"It—isn’t—true!"
"Ineverintendedyoutoknow,evennow,"shesaid."WouldIlietoyou?"
"TogetDaneback?Yes,"hesaidfaintly.
Shegotup,cametostandoverhimintheredbrocadechair,tookhisthin,parchmentlikehandinhers,bentandkissedthering,thebreathofhervoicemistingitsrubytomilkydullness."Byallthatyouholdholy,Ralph,IswearthatDanewasyourson.HewasnotandcouldnothavebeenLuke’s.ByhisdeathIswearit."
Therewasawail,thesoundofasoulpassingbetweentheportalsofHell.
