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Chapter 18
"Justine,thisisnotsomethingtoplaywith,noramIsomeonetoplaywith.There’splentyoftime.YouhaveeveryreasontoknowIcanbepatient.Butgetitoutofyourheadentirelythatthiscanbesettledinanywaybutmarriage.Ihavenowishtobeknownasanyonelessimportanttoyouthanahusband."
"I’mnotgivingupacting!"shesaidaggressively.
"VerfluchteKiste,didIaskyouto?Growup,Justine!AnyonewouldthinkIwascondemningyoutoalifesentenceoverasinkandstove!We’renotexactlyonthebreadline,youknow.Youcanhaveasmanyservantsasyouwant,nanniesforthechildren,whateverelseisnecessary."
"Erk!"saidJustine,whohadn’tthoughtofchildren.
Hethrewbackhisheadandlaughed."Oh,Herzchen,thisiswhat’sknownasthemorningafterwithavengeance!I’mafooltobringuprealitiessosoon,Iknow,butallyouhavetodoatthisstageisthinkaboutthem.ThoughIgiveyoufairwarning—whileyou’remakingyourdecision,rememberthatifIcan’thaveyouformywife,Idon’twantyouatall."
Shethrewherarmsaroundhim,clingingfiercely."Oh,Rain,don’tmakeitsohard!"shecried.
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Alone,DanedrovehisLagondauptheItalianboot,pastPerugia,Firenze,Bologna,Ferrara,Padova,betterby-passVenezia,spendthenightinTrieste.Itwasoneofhisfavoritecities,sohestayedontheAdriaticcoastafurthertwodaysbeforeheadingupthemountainroadtoLjubljana,anothernightinZagreb.
