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Chapter 18
Tofeelthecuriouslyalive,independentmovementswithinitwasasensationquitenewtoher;herpastlovershadneverinterestedhersufficientlytowanttoprolonghersexualcuriositytothislanguidandundemandingaftermath.Yetsuddenlyitwasn’tlanguidandundemandingatall,butsoenormouslyexcitingshewantedhimalloveragain.
Stillshewastakenunaware,knewasuffocatedsurprisewhenheslippedhisarmsacrossherback,tookherheadinhishandsandheldhercloseenoughtoseetherewasnothingcontrolledabouthismouth,shapednowsolelybecauseofher,andforher.Tendernessandhumilitywereliterallyborninherinthatmoment.Itmusthaveshowninherface,forhewasgazingatherwitheyesgrownsobrightshecouldn’tbearthem,andbentovertotakehisupperlipbetweenherown.Thoughtsandsensesmergedatlast,buthercrywassmotheredsoundless,anunutteredwailofgladnesswhichshookhersodeeplyshelostawarenessofeverythingbeyondimpulse,themindlessguidanceofeachurgentminute.Theworldachieveditsultimatecontraction,turnedinuponitself,andtotallydisappeared.
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Rainermusthavekeptthefiregoing,forwhengentleLondondaylightsoakedthroughthefoldsofthecurtainstheroomwasstillwarm.ThistimewhenhemovedJustinebecameconsciousofit,andclutchedhisarmfearfully.
"Don’tgo!"
"I’mnot,Herzchen."Hetwitchedanotherpillowfromthesofa,pusheditbehindhisheadandshiftedhercloserintohisside,sighingsoftly."Allright?"
"Yes."
