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Chapter 18
Thensheputherglassonthehearthwitharingingsnapandsatforward,herarmslinkedaboutherknees,barefeethiddenbyfoldsofdenselyblackgown.
"Ican’tstandbeatingaroundthebush,"shesaid."Didyoumeanit,Rain?"
Suddenlyrelaxingdeeply,helaybackinhischair."Meanwhat?"
"WhatyousaidinRome…Thatyoulovedme."
"Isthatwhatthisisallabout,Herzchen?"
Shelookedaway,shrugged,lookedbackathimandnodded.
"Well,ofcourse."
"Butwhybringitupagain?Youtoldmewhatyouthought,andIhadgatheredtonight’sinvitationwasn’textendedtobringupthepast,onlyplanafuture."
"Oh,Rain!You’reactingasifI’mmakingafuss!EvenifIwas,surelyyoucanseewhy."
"No,Ican’t."Heputhisglassdownandbentforwardtowatchhermoreclosely."Yougavemetounderstandmostemphaticallythatyouwantednopartofmylove,andIhadhopedyou’datleasthavethedecencytorefrainfromdiscussingit."
Ithadnotoccurredtoherthatthismeeting,nomatterwhatitsoutcome,wouldbesouncomfortable;afterall,hehadputhimselfinthepositionofasuppliant,andoughttobewaitinghumblyforhertoreverseherdecision.Insteadheseemedtohaveturnedthetablesneatly.Hereshewasfeelinglikeanaughtyschoolgirlcalledupontoanswerforsomeidioticprank.
