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Chapter 18
"Chacunàsongoût,mydear.I’mnothingmuchtolookat,myself—whyshouldyouassumeIcouldcharmayoungandbeautifulwomanintobeingmymistress?"
"Becauseyoucould!"shesaidindignantly."Oh,ofcourseyoucould!"
"Mymoney,youmean?"
"Not,notyourmoney!You’reteasingme,youalwaysdo!RainerMoerlingHartheim,you’reverywellawarehowattractiveyouare,otherwiseyouwouldn’tweargoldmedallionsandnettingshirts.Looksaren’teverything—iftheywere,I’dstillbewondering."
"Yourconcernformeistouching,Herzchen."
"WhyisitthatwhenI’mwithyouIfeelasifI’mforeverrunningtocatchupwithyou,andIneverdo?"Herspurtoftemperdied;shestoodlookingathimuncertainly."You’renotserious,areyou?"
"DoyouthinkIam?"
"No!You’renotconceited,butyoudoknowhowveryattractiveyouare."
"WhetherIdoornotisn’timportant.TheimportantthingisthatyouthinkI’mattractive."
Shewasgoingtosay:OfcourseIdo;Iwasmentallytryingyouonasalovernotlongago,butthenIdecideditwouldn’twork,I’dratherkeeponhavingyouformyfriend.Hadhelethersayit,hemighthaveconcludedhistimehadn’tcome,andacteddifferently.Asitwas,beforeshecouldshapethewordshehadherinhisarms,andwaskissingher.Foratleastsixtysecondsshestood,dying,splitopen,smashed,thepowerinherscreaminginwildelationtofindamatchingpower.
