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Chapter 18
Yetbehindwhatshesawinhiseyesonherbehalfshesensedashadowydoubt,onlyperhapsdoubtwastoostrongaword;morelikeanxiety.MostlyhewassureMumwouldunderstandeventually,buthewashuman,thoughallsavehetendedtoforgetthefact.
"Jus,willyoudosomethingforme?"heaskedashelethergo.
"Anything,"shesaid,meaningit.
"I’vegotasortofrespite,tothinkaboutwhatI’mgoingtodo.Twomonths.AndI’mgoingtodotheheavythinkingonaDroghedahorseafterI’vetalkedtoMum—somehowIfeelIcan’tsortanythingoutuntilafterI’vetalkedtoher.Butfirst,well…I’vegottogetupmycouragetogohome.Soifyoucouldmanageit,comedowntothePeloponnesewithmeforacoupleofweeks,tickmeoffgoodandproperaboutbeingacowarduntilIgetsosickofyourvoiceIputmyselfonaplanetogetawayfromit."Hesmiledather."Besides,Jussy,Idon’twantyoutothinkI’mgoingtoexcludeyoufrommylifeabsolutely,anymorethanIwillMum.Youneedyouroldconsciencearoundoccasionally."
"Oh,Dane,ofcourseI’llgo!"
"Good,"hesaid,thengrinned,eyedhermischievously."Ireallydoneedyou,Jus.Havingyoubitchinginmyearwillbejustlikeoldtimes."
"Uh-uh-uh!Noobscenities,FatherO’Neill!"
Hisarmswentbehindhishead,heleanedbackonthecouchcontentedly."Iam!Isn’titmarvelous?AndmaybeafterI’veseenMum,IcanconcentrateonOurLord.Ithinkthat’swheremyinclinationslie,youknow.SimplythinkingaboutOurLord."
