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Chapter 17
"You’llneverbeold,Mum,"hesaidcomfortably.
"Iwishthatweretrue,love,butunfortunatelyitisn’t.I’mbeginningtoneedtheborehead,whichisasuresignofoldage."
TheywerelyinginthewarmwintersunontowelsspreadovertheDroghedagrass,bytheborehead.Atthefarendofthegreatpoolboilingwaterthunderedandsplashed,thereekofsulphurdriftedandfloatedintonothing.Itwasoneofthegreatwinterpleasures,toswimintheborehead.Alltheachesandpainsofencroachingageweresoothedaway,Meggiethought,andturnedtolieonherback,herheadintheshadeofthelogonwhichsheandFatherRalphhadsatsolongago.Averylongtimeago;shewasunabletoconjureupevenafaintechoofwhatshemusthavefeltwhenRalphhadkissedher.
ThensheheardDanegetup,andopenedhereyes.Hehadalwaysbeenherbaby,herlovelylittleboy;thoughshehadwatchedhimchangeandgrowwithproprietarypride,shehaddonesowithanimageofthelaughingbabysuperimposedonhismaturingface.Ithadnotyetoccurredtoherthatactuallyhewasnolongerinanywayachild.
However,themomentofrealizationcametoMeggieatthatinstant,watchinghimstandoutlinedagainstthecrispskyinhisbriefcottonswimsuit.
MyGod,it’sallover!Thebabyhood,theboyhood.He’saman.Pride,resentment,afemalemeltingatthequick,aterrificconsciousnessofsomeimpendingtragedy,anger,adoration,sadness;alltheseandmoreMeggiefelt,lookingupatherson.
