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Chapter 13
Alreadythepainofparting;justbecausehehadleftthebed;shelaywatchinghimashewalkedtotheslidingdoorsgivingontothebeach,steppedoutsideandpaused.Heturned,heldouthishand."Comewithme?Wecangetbreakfasttogether."
Thetidewasin,thereefcovered,theearlysunhotbuttherestlesssummerwindcool;coarsegrasssentfeelersdownontothecrumbling,unsandlikesand,wherecrabsandinsectsscuttledafterpickings.
"IfeelasifI’veneverseentheworldbefore,"hesaid,staring.
Meggieclutchedathishand;shefeltvisited,andfoundthissunnyaftermathmoreincomprehensiblethanthenight’sdreamyreality.Hereyesrestedonhim,aching.Itwastimeoutofmind,adifferentworld.
Soshesaid,"Notthisworld.Howcouldyou?Thisisourworld,foraslongasitlasts."
"What’sLukelike?"heasked,overbreakfast.
Sheputherheadononeside,considering."NotasmuchlikeyouphysicallyasIusedtothink,becauseinthosedaysImissedyoumore,Ihadn’tgotusedtodoingwithoutyou.IbelieveImarriedhimbecauseheremindedmeofyou.Atanyrate,Ihadmadeupmymindtomarrysomeone,andhestoodheadandshouldersabovetherest.Idon’tmeaninworthiness,orniceness,oranyofthethingswomenaresupposedtofinddesirableinahusband.JustinsomewayIcan’tputafingeron.Exceptperhapsthatheislikeyou.Hedoesn’tneedwomen,either."
Hisfacetwisted."Isthathowyouseeme,Meggie?"
"Truthfully?Ithinkso.I’llneverunderstandwhy,butIthinkso.
