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Chapter 13
ButneveragainwouldMeggiemistakethem,LukeO’NeillandRalphdeBricassart.Thatwasn’tLuke;evenatthedistanceandinthefast-fadinglightshewasn’tdeceived.Shestooddumblyandwaitedwhilehewalkeddowntheroadtowardher,RalphdeBricassart.Hehaddecidedhewantedherafterall.Therecouldbenootherreasonforhisjoiningherinaplacelikethis,callinghimselfLukeO’Neill.
Nothinginherseemedtobefunctioning,notlegsormindorheart.ThiswasRalphcometoclaimher,whycouldn’tshefeel?Whywasn’tsherunningdowntheroadtohisarms,soutterlygladtoseehimnothingelsemattered?ThiswasRalph,andhewasallshehadeverwantedoutofliving;hadn’tshejustspentmorethanaweektryingtogetthatfactoutofhermind?Goddamnhim,Goddamnhim!Whythehelldidhehavetocomewhenshewasfinallybeginningtogethimoutofherthoughts,ifnotoutofherheart?Oh,itwasallgoingtostartagain!Stunned,sweating,angry,shestoodwoodenlywaiting,watchingthatgracefulformgrowlarger.
"Hello,Ralph,"shesaidthroughclenchedteeth,notlookingathim.
"Hello,Meggie."
"Bringyourcaseinside.Wouldyoulikeahotcupoftea?"Asshespokesheledthewayintothelivingroom,stillnotlookingathim.
"Thatwouldbenice,"hesaid,asstiltedasshe.
Hefollowedherintothekitchenandwatchedwhileshepluggedinanelectricjug,filledtheteapotfromalittlehot-watergeyseroverthesink,andbusiedherselfgettingcupsandsaucersdownfromacupboard.
