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Chapter 13
Leaningagainstthewallforsupport,Annebentoverthewickerbasketandliftedthebabyup,thenmanagedtoshuffletothebedandsitdown.Lukemadenomovetohelpher,ortakethebaby;helookedratherfrightenedofhisdaughter.
"Goaway,Luke!Youdon’tdeservewhatyou’vegot.I’msickofthesightofyou.GobacktobloodyArne,andtheflamingsugar,andthebackbreak!"
Atthedoorhepaused."Whatdidshecallit?I’veforgottenitsname."
"Justine,Justine,Justine!"
"Bloodystupidname,"hesaid,andwentout.
AnneputJustineonthebedandburstintotears.GoddamnallmenbutLuddie,Goddamnthem!Wasitthesoft,sentimental,almostwomanishstreakinLuddiemadehimcapableofloving?WasLukeright?Wasitjustafigmentofwomen’simaginations?Orwasitsomethingonlywomenwereabletofeel,ormenwithalittlewomaninthem?NowomancouldeverholdLuke,nowomaneverhad.Whathewantednowomancouldevergivehim.
Butbythenextdayshehadcalmeddown,nolongerfeelingshehadtriedfornothing.ApostcardfromMeggiehadcomethatmorning,waxingenthusiasticaboutMatlockIslandandhowwellshewas.Somethinggoodhadcomeoutofit.Meggiewasfeelingbetter.Shewouldcomebackasthemonsoonsdiminishedandbeabletofaceherlife.ButAnneresolvednottotellheraboutLuke.
SoNancy,shortforAnnunziata,carriedJustineoutontothefrontveranda,whileAnnehobbledoutwiththebaby’swantsinalittlebasketbetweenherteeth;cleandiaper,tinofpowderandtoys.
