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Chapter 12
Butthelove,doesitendangeryourlovefortheChurch?"
"No.ItwasfortheChurchIforsookher,thatIalwayswillforsakeher.I’vegonesofarbeyondher,andIcannevergobackagain."
"SoatlastIunderstandthesadness!DearRalph,itisnotasbadasyouthink,trulyitisnot.Youwilllivetodogreatgoodformanypeople,youwillbelovedbymanypeople.Andshe,havingthelovewhichiscontainedinsuchanold,fragrantmemoryasthis,willneverwant.Becauseyoukeptthelovealongsidetherose."
"Idon’tthinksheunderstandsatall."
"Oh,yes.Ifyouhavelovedherthus,thensheiswomanenoughtounderstand.Otherwiseyouwouldhaveforgottenher,andabandonedthisreliclongsince."
"Therehavebeentimeswhenonlyhoursonmykneeshavestoppedmefromleavingmypost,goingtoher."
TheArchbishopeasedhimselfoutofhischairandcametokneelbesidehisfriend,thisbeautifulmanwhomhelovedashehadlovedfewthingsotherthanhisGodandhisChurch,whichtohimwereindivisible.
"Youwillnotleave,Ralph,andyouknowitwell.YoubelongtotheChurch,youalwayshaveandyoualwayswill.Thevocationforyouisatrueone.Weshallpraynow,andIshalladdtheRosetomyprayersfortherestofmylife.OurDearLordsendsusmanygriefsandmuchpainduringourprogresstoeternallife.Wemustlearntobearit,Iasmuchasyou."
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AttheendofAugustMeggiegotaletterfromLuketosayhewasinTownsvilleHospitalwithWeil’sdisease,butthathewasinnodangerandwouldbeoutsoon.
