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Chapter 11
Insteadofbeingaholeintheground,aDunnydunnywasatarredtincanwhichstank,andasitfilledcamealivewithnoisomemaggotsandworms.Onceaweekthecanwasremovedandreplacedwithanemptyone,butonceaweekwasn’tsoonenough.
Meggie’swholespiritrebelledagainstthecasuallocalacceptanceofsuchthingsasnormal;alifetimeinNorthQueenslandcouldn’treconcilehertothem.Yetdismallyshereflectedthatitprobablywouldbeawholelifetime,oratleastuntilLukewastoooldtocutthesugar.MuchasshelongedforanddreamedofDrogheda,shewasfartooproudtoadmittoherfamilythatherhusbandneglectedher;soonerthanadmitthat,she’dtakethelifetimesentence,shetoldherselffiercely.
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Monthswentby,thenayear,andtimecrepttowardthesecondyear’send.OnlytheconstantkindnessoftheMuellerskeptMeggieinresidenceatHimmelhoch,tryingtoresolveherdilemma.HadshewrittentoaskBobforthefarehomehewouldhavesentitbyreturntelegram,butpoorMeggiecouldn’tfacetellingherfamilythatLukekeptherwithoutapennyinherpurse.ThedayshedidtellthemwasthedayshewouldleaveLuke,nevertogobacktohim,andshehadn’tmadeuphermindyettotakesuchastep.Everythinginherup-bringingconspiredtopreventherleavingLuke:thesacrednessofhermarriagevows,thehopeshemighthaveababyoneday,thepositionLukeoccupiedashusbandandmasterofherdestiny.
