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Chapter 11
"Butyoutookeverybitofit!Idon’thaveapenny!Whataboutspendingmoney?"
"Whyonearthdoyouwantspendingmoney?You’llbeoutatHimmelhochinthemorning,andyoucan’tspendanythingthere.I’lltakecareofthehotelbill.It’stimeyourealizedyou’vemarriedaworkingman,Meg,thatyou’renotthepamperedsquatter’sdaughterwithmoneytoburn.Muellerwillpayyourwagesstraightintomybankaccount,wherethey’llstayalongwithmine.I’mnotspendingthemoneyonmyself,Meg,youknowthat.Neitherofusisgoingtotouchit,becauseit’sforourfuture,ourstation."
"Yes,Iunderstand.You’reverysensible,Luke.ButwhatifIshouldhaveababy?"
Foramomenthewastemptedtotellherthetruth,thattherewouldbenobabyuntilthestationwasareality,butsomethinginherfacemadehimdecidenotto.
"Well,let’scrossthatbridgewhenwecometoit,eh?I’dratherwedidn’thaveoneuntilwe’vegotourstation,solet’sjusthopewedon’t."
Nohome,nomoney,nobabies.Nohusband,forthatmatter.Meggiestartedtolaugh.Lukejoinedher,histeacupliftedinatoast.
"Here’stoFrenchletters,"hesaid.
InthemorningtheywentouttoHimmelhochonthelocalbus,anoldFordwithnoglassinitswindowsandroomfortwelvepeople.Meggiewasfeelingbetter,forLukehadleftheralonewhensheofferedhimabreast,andseemedtolikeitquiteaswellasthatotherawfulthing.Muchandallasshewantedbabies,hercouragehadfailedher.
