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Chapter 9
Fascinated,terrified,meaningtofreehimselfatanycost,hepulledherheadaway;butsomehowallhesucceededindoingwashavingherbackinhisarms,asnakecoiledtightlyabouthiswill,stranglingit.Painwasforgotten,Churchwasforgotten,Godwasforgotten.Hefoundhermouth,forceditopenhungrily,wantingmoreandmoreofher,notabletoholdhercloseenoughtoassuagetheghastlydrivegrowinginhim.Shegavehimherneck,baredhershoulderswheretheskinwascool,smootherandglossierthansatin;itwaslikedrowning,sinkingdeeperanddeeper,gaspingandhelpless.Mortalitypresseddownonhim,agreatweightcrushinghissoul,liberatingthebitterdarkwineofhissensesinasuddenflood.Hewantedtoweep;thelastofhisdesiretrickledawayundertheburdenofhismortality,andhewrenchedherarmsfromabouthiswretchedbody,satbackonhisheelswithhisheadsunkenforward,seemingtobecomeutterlyabsorbedinwatchinghishandstrembleonhisknees.Meggie,whathaveyoudonetome,whatmightyoudotomeifIletyou?
"Meggie,Iloveyou,Ialwayswill.ButI’mapriest,Ican’t…Ijustcan’t!"
Shegottoherfeetquickly,straightenedherblouse,stoodlookingdownathimandsmilingatwistedsmilewhichonlythrewthefailedpaininhereyesintogreateremphasis.
"It’sallright,Ralph.I’llgoandseeifMrs.Smithcangetyousomethingtoeat,thenI’llbringyouthehorseliniment.It’smarvelousforbringingoutabruise;stopsthesorenessmuchbetterthankissesevercould,Idaresay."
