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Chapter 7
Hershoulderswerebentasiftheloadwasveryheavy,butsheliftedherheadtolookdirectlyintohisface.
"Iwon’tfillmyheadwithdreamsofyou,don’tworry.Iknowyou’reapriest."
"I’mnotconvincedIchosemyvocationwrongly.Itfillsaneedinmenohumanbeingevercould,evenyou."
"Iknow.IcanseeitwhenyousayMass.Youhaveapower.IsupposeyoumustfeellikeOurLord."
"Icanfeeleverysuspendedbreathinthechurch,Meggie!AseachdaygoesonIdie,andineachmorningsayingMassIamreborn.ButisitbecauseI’mGod’schosenpriest,orbecauseIhearthoseawedbreaths,knowthepowerIhaveovereverysoulpresent?"
"Doesitmatter?Itjustis."
"Itwouldprobablynevermattertoyou,butitdoestome.Idoubt,Idoubt."
Sheswitchedthesubjecttowhatmatteredtoher."Idon’tknowhowIshallgetonwithoutyou,Father.FirstFrank,nowyou.SomehowwithHalit’sdifferent;Iknowhe’sdeadandcannevercomeback.ButyouandFrankarealive!I’llawaysbewonderinghowyouare,whatyou’redoing,ifyou’reallright,ifthere’sanythingIcoulddotohelpyou.I’llevenhavetowonderifyou’restillalive,won’tI?"
"I’llbefeelingthesame,Meggie,andI’msurethatFrankdoes,too."
"No.Frank’sforgottenus…Youwill,too."
"Icouldneverforgetyou,Meggie,notaslongasIlive.AndformypunishmentI’mgoingtolivealong,longtime."Hegotupandpulledhertoherfeet,puthisarmsaboutherlooselyandaffectionately.
