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Chapter 5
ShetoldmeabitaboutFee,butshedidn’tsaywhothefatherwas,andIdidn’tliketoask.Anyway,shemademepromisetobegoodtoFee—sheknewthey’dhaveFeeofftheplacetheminuteshewasdead,soshehadsuggestedtoJamesthattheyfindFeeahusband.Ifeltsorryforthepooroldthing;shewasterriblyfondofFee.
"Wouldyoubelieve,Father,thatthefirsttimeIwasevercloseenoughtoFeetosayhellotoherwasthedayImarriedher?"
"Oh,I’dbelieveit,"thepriestsaidunderhisbreath.Helookedattheliquidinhisglass,thendraineditandreachedforthebottle,fillingbothglasses."Soyoumarriedaladyfaraboveyou,Paddy."
"Yes.Iwasfrightenedtodeathofheratfirst.Shewassobeautifulinthosedays,Father,andso…outofit,ifyouknowwhatImean.Asifshewasn’teventhere,asifitwasallhappeningtosomeoneelse."
"She’sstillbeautiful,Paddy,"saidFatherRalphgently."IcanseeinMeggiewhatshemusthavebeenlikebeforeshebegantoage."
"Ithasn’tbeenaneasylifeforher,Father,butIdon’tknowwhatelseIcouldhavedone.Atleastwithmeshewassafe,andnotabused.Ittookmetwoyearstogetupthecouragetobe—well,arealhusbandtoher.Ihadtoteachhertocook,tosweepafloor,washandironclothes.Shedidn’tknowhow.
"Andneveronceinalltheyearswe’vebeenmarried,Father,hassheevercomplained,orlaughed,orcried.
