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Chapter 5
"WhatcanItellyourmother?Youmeanmoretoherthantherestofusputtogether.She’llneverforgiveme!"
"TellherIwenttojoinJimmySharmanbecauseIwanttobesomeone.It’sthetruth."
"WhatIsaid—itwasn’ttrue,Frank."
Frank’salienblackeyesflashedscornfully,theeyesthepriesthadwonderedatthefirsttimehesawthem;whatweregrey-eyedFeeandblue-eyedPaddydoingwithablack-eyedson?FatherRalphknewhisMendelianlaws,anddidn’tthinkevenFee’sgreynessmadeitpossible.
Frankpickeduphishatandcoat."Oh,itwastrue!Imustalwayshaveknownit.ThememoriesofMumplayingherspinetinaroomyoucouldneverhaveowned!Thefeelingyouhadn’talwaysbeenthere,thatyoucameafterme.Thatshewasminefirst."Helaughedsoundlessly."AndtothinkalltheseyearsI’veblamedyoufordraggingherdown,whenitwasme.Itwasme!"
"Itwasnoone,Frank,noone!"thepriestcried,tryingtopullhimback."It’sapartofGod’sgreatunfathomableplan;thinkofitlikethat!"
Frankshookoffthedetaininghandandwalkedtothedoorwithhislight,deadly,tiptoedgait.Hewasborntobeaboxer,thoughtFatherRalphinsomedetachedcornerofhisbrain,thatcardinal’sbrain.
"God’sgreatunfathomableplan!"mockedtheyoungman’svoicefromthedoor.
